Hate Me-Blue October

[ti:hate me ] [ar:blue october] [al:379687] [by:] [offset:0] [00:48.18]I have to block out thoughts of you [00:51.40]So I don't lose my head [00:54.05]They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed [00:58.87]Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I'm alone [01:03.89]Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home [01:09.00]There's a burning in my pride [01:11.07]A nervous bleeding in my brain [01:13.04]An ounce of peace is all I want for you [01:16.81]Will you never call again [01:19.44]And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face [01:24.56]And will you never try to reach me [01:26.28]It is I that wanted space [01:29.09]Hate me today [01:33.49]Hate me tomorrow [01:39.11]Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you [01:49.46]Hate me in ways [01:54.19]Yeah ways hard to swallow [01:59.82]Hate me so you can find me see whats good for you [02:11.00]I'm sober now for 3 whole months [02:13.03]It's one accomplishment that you helped me with [02:16.43]The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing that I won't touch again [02:20.99]In my sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night [02:26.21]While I was busy waging wars on myself [02:28.47]You were trying to stop the fight [02:30.59]You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate [02:35.91]You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take [02:41.81]So I'll drive so f**king far away that I'll never cross your mind [02:46.18]And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind [02:51.09]Hate me today [02:55.02] [02:55.78]Hate me tomorrow [03:01.19]Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you [03:11.91]Hate me in ways [03:16.74]Yeah ways hard to swallow [03:22.26]Hate me so you can finally see whats good for you [03:33.50]And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave [03:38.43]Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I have made [03:42.66]And like a baby boy I was never a lad [03:48.84]Until I saw your blue eyes cry and I held your face in my hand [03:54.32]And then I fell down yelling "Make it go away " [03:58.87]Just make her smile come back and shine just like it used to be [04:03.38] [04:04.49]And then she whispered "How can you do this to me " [04:10.62]Hate me today [04:13.51] [04:16.31]Hate me tomorrow [04:19.57] [04:21.49]Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you [04:29.71] [04:31.96]Hate me in ways yeah ways hard to swallow [04:39.48] [04:42.13]Hate me so you can finally see whats good for you