So Love May Find Us-The Church

I'm feeling uneasy And I'm feeling weird Everything's coming down the line Exactly as I feared And nobody helps me And nobody knows Nobody left in this city with its... Its hits and its blows And the first time the end appeared I was skeptical like the rest I marvelled as the markets fell 'Cause up till then I guess we've been blessed First the water And then the earth And then the air, yeah For all it was worth The fire was subtle It burned in your bones It churned in your sea And left you alone It was then that I noticed the stars Dismayed to see them look so old and red I was hidden as the animals roared Watched it all from inside your head And nobody sees me Now nobody cares Nobody living in the city With its graces and airs The fire was icy It burned in your veins It turned in your wake Shot up your brain I'm feeling uncertain I'm feeling exposed I'm feeling there could be much, much more to this Than I ever suppose When I think about afterlife I become so confused I shiver when I think of my friend And I think what's the use Now we've gotta try, try, try Gotta learn to say goodbye Gotta spit right in your eye And find some truth within this great lie Feeling I'm injured I'm feeling so raw Like some childish imbecile Like some crashing bore The fire was distant It burned without smoke It learned to stand water It stood up and spoke Feeling uneasy Feeling weird Everything coming down the line Exactly as I feared In between the ether and the water line (I'm hearing voices, screams) Down beside the engines as we ride and glide and churn inside (he didn't get you somewhere else) And outside the reckless night, uncertainty delivered me (he wanted our spirits) In between the cracks have all appeared (so that love may find us) (Haven't seen her, should believe her, she'll be a living soul) (Haven't seen her, should believe her, she'll be a living soul) I don't want your spirit or your doubt I don't want your deserts or your seas I don't want the city or it's dreams I just want to see you on your knees