The Problem-Speech Debelle

I made some mistakes in my life that I'm not proud of see And I hope that doesn't mean now I'm trying it will be harder for me I been hurt and its not an excuse but it's a reason It's like some things happen in life for a lifetime or a season And I'm just now learning how this world really works There's a law that says you get back what you put forth All this running around doing nothing aint good for me man Its stupidity so this mirrors up and it's looking at me I'm sorry mum for all the times that I made you cry And its been said before in songs but you are my life So if you really wanna move away and not work so hard How can I tell you know this is my blessings mum And you don't have to worry about me I'm doing music now It's the truth it's from my heart I hope it makes you proud I haven't made you proud in such a long long time That's why I'm gonna stand by gran as long as I'm alive Nobody's gonna hurt her even though there trying And nobody's gonna hurt you ever as long as this sun shines And hell would have to freeze over before I take that back This is my speech therapy, this isn't rap I'm not there yet I'm still trying to fix my faults Trying to pick sense from nonsense that's what I was taught So many roads I've walked I've learnt so much so many thoughts Bout who I really wanna be I guess it's now I'm sure I just wanna be love it takes a lot to say that Cause I don't wanna be judged please don't judge me wrong Even though I judge my father through a whole song He's just a man I need to be mature and understand Frenchie stay on this earth longer please I can't believe your dying I can keep from crying You mean a lot to me I owe you this whole album I owe so many this album I owe the world man I use to think the world owed me that's why I gained nothing Use to feel sorry for myself man I tell you something The day I changed my life is the day I learned pain is love What I went through is my strength and that's what keeps me up So I'll keep this fire burning lighting up my life And to everyone who believes in me I'll do you right Starting here today with these words on this paper back I understand this is my speech therapy this aint rap