My Laughs-K-Rino

[ti:My Laughs] [ar:K-Rino] [al:Deeper Elevation] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.11]My Laughs - K-Rino [00:00.84]Written by：K-Rino [00:01.72] [00:08.55]Whoa whoa whoa whoa whoa whoa [00:13.08] [00:15.60]Whoa whoa whoa whoa whoa whoa [00:19.97] [00:21.51]My head snapped in the worst trap I see my foes taking dirt naps [00:24.93]For years I've been running full speed but I'm just finishing the first lap [00:28.05] [00:28.61]Is life really about coming up or is the purpose really about love [00:31.51] [00:32.03]Trouble real easy to get into but its hell getting out of [00:34.93] [00:35.46]My childhoods all gone now its tough standing on my own now [00:38.41] [00:39.06]I miss staying in my mama's house gotta keep remembering I'm grown now [00:42.42]Got struggles that I got to overcome and mountains that I got to go beyond [00:46.11]I'm staggered and disoriented feeling all spaced out and I'm the sober one [00:49.39]But I made it through a lot of long years [00:51.34]It's like the moneys where the wrong is [00:53.03]It's bad when that devil's on your shoulder but some days I be on his [00:56.59]I'm steady walking down the wrong route I don't smoke but I'm zoned out [01:00.18]The streets ain't got nothing on the war that I'm fighting in my own house [01:03.72]From sun up to when the suns down my hearts weighing 'bout a ton now [01:07.23]I exploded like a bomb sound everybody telling me to calm down [01:10.71]But I won't stop until I get enough my stress cup keeps feeling up [01:14.18]I'm acting like I'm happy [01:15.22]But I'm about to go insane cause the pain's building up [01:17.81]If you only knew the days I've had [01:23.39] [01:24.80]The tears that live inside my laughs [01:30.49] [01:32.04]Come grab my shoes and walk my path [01:37.46] [01:38.93]The tears that live inside my laughs [01:44.87] [01:46.10]Am I frustrated extremely dirty analysts they wanna screen me [01:49.66]I've got a storm brewing in my mind [01:51.39]But you'd never know it you've seen me [01:53.00]See I've never been a cutthroat dude [01:54.59]And I've never been to fly to listen [01:56.62]They say that nice guys finish last [01:58.17]Well I'm guessing that explains my position [02:00.11]Cause other than this deep harassment [02:01.88]I be shoveling through hated madness [02:03.06] [02:03.64]And theirs trouble in my mental cabinets mouth [02:05.62]Covering my inner sadness [02:07.08]Trying to empty out my whole song vault [02:08.94]Been hit up with a lot of thrown salt [02:10.75]My daddy told me 99 percent of things [02:12.54]That happen to you are your own fault [02:14.26]I'm hated because I'm not manipulated [02:16.08]I waited till my mind was liberated [02:17.80]I made it possible for other cats [02:19.19]To make it but the love was not reciprocated [02:21.00]And its loading up because [02:22.05]I never vented I'm getting more aggressive by the minute [02:24.76]And I don't care how good and generous you represented [02:27.14]Everybody got a limit [02:28.29]I lost touch with myself its gone [02:30.11]I'm disconnected like a telephone [02:31.21] [02:31.79]I'm tolerating what your saying [02:33.32]But I'm thinking please leave me the hell alone [02:35.53]Some peace I was looking forward to and patience is [02:37.91]What I'm showing you [02:38.88]Man I don't wanna take it out on you [02:40.62]But I'm about to click from what I'm going through [02:42.52]If you only knew the days I've had [02:48.01] [02:49.44]The tears that live inside my laughs [02:55.41] [02:56.60]Come grab my shoes and walk my path [03:02.47] [03:03.79]The tears that live inside my laughs [03:09.58] [03:10.36]All my wit and I prayed my inner strength I displayed [03:14.06]When my confidence was hit by a relentless brigade [03:17.10] [03:17.66]Yeah I spent what was paid every cent that was made [03:21.13]Flashbacks post dramatic memories bad events were replayed [03:24.23] [03:24.75]I was lynched and betrayed though I'm meant to be saved [03:28.03]But through it all for my god I well represent unafraid [03:31.14] [03:31.73]I never bent and never laid hate they sent was like a blade [03:35.28]My existence in the game others tried to prevent but I stayed [03:38.82]There's no pacifying the whole world is dying [03:42.75]But whose gonna be the one in you to wake up that lion [03:45.89]And break up that dying fist up those eyeing [03:49.67]Miss who keep trying to posses them their defiance [03:52.88]Meanwhile I'm just trying to fight with the powers of my own vices [03:56.58]Everybody walking around lifeless they ain't knowing every second's priceless [03:59.49] [04:00.20]A civilization in a crisis wish that I could turn on a light switch [04:03.58]Trying to get my name on the right list [04:05.25]Can't even bust at 'em because I might miss [04:06.99]If you only knew the days I've had [04:13.04] [04:14.24]The tears that live inside my laughs [04:20.09] [04:21.19]Come grab my shoes and walk my path [04:27.10] [04:28.26]The tears that live inside my laughs [04:33.99] [04:35.33]My laughs my laughs my laughs my laughs [04:46.72] [04:49.36]Ha ha Sniper