Ordinary Love Sh*t Part 3-Joe Budden

[ti:Ordinary Love Sh*t Part 3] [ar:Joe Budden] [al:The Great Escape] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]Ordinary Love Sh*t Part 3 - Joe Budden [00:21.05]I finally found a passion I lacked before [00:22.69] [00:23.37]I cant believe I didn't catch you under the act before [00:25.31] [00:25.89]I mean I voiced my complaints That went ignored [00:28.42]A few things you felt that you was too attractive for [00:30.39] [00:30.99]Cause everythin out your mouth said that you aint wanna hurt [00:34.06]Lead a lifestyle we lived but you aint wanna work [00:36.34]So I'd sit you down and say its gettin outta hand [00:38.63]While you shoot down every idea busy worried about a brand [00:40.67] [00:41.46]When ya baby dad said all that sh*t that was trife [00:43.91]How you was married requestin dick pics from Lyfe [00:45.66] [00:46.34]Though it all seems Shady maybe I was crazy [00:49.07]I ignored my gut feelin nah not my baby [00:51.11] [00:52.35]Accusin' me but pretendin' yourself [00:54.05]I couldn't catch it too busy defendin' myself [00:55.68] [00:56.71]Or was I wrong not seein' a life without you [00:59.43]Or takin' everythin' that you said to face value [01:02.08]When you packed up and left dude I was so glad [01:04.55]Should of questioned how you easily became a nomad [01:06.52] [01:07.11]If I could do it all again it wouldn't of happened so fast [01:09.75]And it burns with every line jotted in this note pad [01:12.40] [01:12.97]Cause at first you resembled my twin [01:14.83]Fast forward you gave me identical twins [01:16.64] [01:17.18]But then you lost it honestly that merked my soul [01:19.69]Cause tho we weren't tryna have one [01:21.41]We got off the birth control [01:22.65] [01:23.49]And we was right back at it f**kin like addicts [01:26.33]While you was disruptin' what was seemin like a marriage [01:29.00]You never got embarrassed interrogatin' me [01:31.89]But that was just Yaris [01:33.43]Yeah we beefin' I dragged you off the bed [01:35.67]I swear to this day I re-enacted in my head [01:37.80]So I held you up wasn't what I aimed to do [01:40.23]I aint attack you B**ch I was restrainin' you [01:42.89]But you was wifey though I understand it was not a game [01:45.99]Could you imagine my surprise when the cops came [01:48.65]Handcuffed me you pressed charges [01:51.32]But I made bail its just heartless [01:53.02] [01:53.66]You can't smash my laptop on the wall [01:55.90]And then think I wasn't gonna react scratch that [01:58.33]Man you cant call my mom like can I crash at your spot [02:01.04]What up [02:01.77]When I'm her son and you just locked me up [02:03.50]But wait this is where it really gets deep [02:06.02]Judge said she gets control of the house for a week [02:08.75]Filed a restrainin order so she couldn't come near me [02:11.02]The f**k else I do but go right back to Tahiry [02:13.13] [02:13.64]I'm sleepin on her couch not discussin sh*t [02:16.83]Starign at the fattest a** not f**kin it [02:18.82] [02:19.44]I guess despite everythin that she showed me [02:21.82]It felt good to be around a broad that really knows me [02:24.02] [02:24.68]I missed all the arguing and yappin' [02:26.89]Percocet and muscle relaxers in a napkin [02:28.75] [02:29.29]Can't believe that it happened [02:30.77]I lost my unborn daughter when we fought [02:32.93]I'm thinkin I killed Aspen [02:34.24] [02:34.77]And that's when I thought that we'd be dead a while [02:37.60]But we decided to reconcile [02:39.27] [02:39.96]I'm so hungover from love and what not [02:41.98]How could you not expect us to take another shot [02:44.74]But during all this time we dont live together [02:47.01]Stupid me thought that you would go get your sh*t together [02:49.44]You know get a job or if acting's your career [02:52.35]Seems you've persued the sh*t for a year from right here [02:54.75]And it appears along with all the yellin' and the screaming [02:57.42]We both at the table but my side is leaning [02:59.92]But rather than end it we tried to mend it [03:02.67]F**k bein a couple let's work on friendship [03:04.70] [03:05.81]But then it got weird I was stunned from that [03:08.20]You took it to a place where there was no coming back [03:10.62]Off my last break up I was able to stomach that [03:13.01]2 weeks removed and you f**kin with a running back [03:15.45]Life is in shambles disguised as a damsel [03:17.89]Lies are a handful [03:19.40]Bouncin' offa different guys lookin scrambled [03:21.86]Despised how it was handled [03:23.26]But when you aint got a dime why not decide to gamble [03:25.46] [03:25.97]Said you'd be in L A doing business [03:27.77] [03:28.71]I'm thinkin that's great I cant fault her [03:30.89]Said that you would be with Jennifer the whole time [03:33.30] [03:33.92]But you probably didn't think that I would call her [03:36.20]She said she ain't seen you since you landed [03:38.68]And for days she been blowin up your phone like a stalker [03:41.50]And all I could do is laugh at myself [03:43.50]As I thought why is ol'girl suckin up Derrick Ward for [03:46.03]Said we was makin it right but you couldn't [03:48.77]On the phone I said skype but you wouldn't [03:51.44]The puzzle starts comin together and its brutal [03:54.01]Won't skype gmail chat wont oovoo [03:56.52]The whole time I'm noticing you acting unusual [03:58.37] [03:58.89]And I cant figure out who the f**k your being true to [04:02.00]Said the Wifi was down in the tele [04:04.45]But you aint say that you was at hotel his house [04:06.88]Lookin like a groupie [04:08.04]Or maybe I misunderstood [04:09.63]When you said yall 2 was makin a movie [04:11.78]Lookin at the sh*t pile I stepped in again [04:14.09]And to top it off your hoe a** is pregnant again [04:16.88]Not again [04:17.88]I been through the world so I suck it up [04:20.03]Its less about the lie more about the cover up's [04:22.30]So you busted but your adding to the friction [04:24.69]Cuz you deny it all but you do it with conviction [04:27.04] [04:27.63]So you talkin to me real disparaging so what attitude [04:31.01]Coming off arrogant [04:31.97] [04:32.52]If I wanted a trophy wife then you could be [04:34.94]But all it looks like is that you rentin out p**sy [04:36.91] [04:37.47]Less about you nah you aint the one [04:39.82]You grown you got choices I'm worried about your son [04:42.20] [04:42.94]That's what got me up being an insomniac [04:44.58] [04:45.47]Lil ni**a cant control how his mommy act [04:48.12]As for me I'm tryna flush you out my system [04:50.25]So I counter by filmin all my sexual encounters [04:52.17] [04:53.23]Mentally not there while I'm screwin [04:55.44]And I only keep going cause that's what you are doing [04:57.77] [04:58.30]I'm tryna see hows it done hows it possible [05:00.99]Enough 2 put a weak ni**a in the hospital [05:03.37]Starin at one ex talking about another [05:05.76]But this one would kill if it meant I wouldnt suffer [05:08.25]But she takin lil shots Im getting ridiculed [05:10.08] [05:10.59]Cause all she complained about I went and did with you [05:13.37]Said she knew it wouldn't last when I lived with you [05:15.96]She's not ya type she aint got the right hips for you [05:18.49]So you try and take somethin for pain it don't work [05:21.13]You still feeling all the novocaine don't work [05:23.63]Nope so we good I don't let it get me down [05:26.26]Not a p**sy that good not a titty that round [05:28.77]For anything to work yall trust is a must [05:31.12]And I learned gotta let a Mutt be with a Mutt [05:33.89]So I dead that b**ch and tho the sh*t's been over [05:36.62]Some situations don't end without Closure