Panic Attack (Explicit)-Dave

[ti:Panic Attack (Explicit)] [ar:Dave] [al:Six Paths] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]Panic Attack (Explicit) - Dave [00:08.92]Written by：Dave [00:17.84]Look I bet them boys think I'm panicking [00:19.84]Itching to see how I handle it [00:21.53]When snakes start rattling calm [00:23.02]I can show you about harm [00:24.14]Put blades in the palms half the length of my arm [00:26.53]I end up in a station and [00:27.76]I'm staring into space like a mannequin in clarks [00:29.73]I ain't panicking I ain't had a random change of heart [00:32.23]Cash points and **** [00:33.10]You coc*ine snort if you think I got caught [00:35.58]I'm kicking like a stallion [00:36.59]I lived in a yard where my mummy tried hard [00:39.13]For all the things that I wanted but my money was inadequate [00:41.42]Probably be killed by my cousins back in africa [00:43.63]If they knew I risked my free water hot food and resources [00:46.29]Every day to dress nicer on a camera [00:47.87]I don't need your input f**k you and your manager [00:50.40]F**k him and his lame job [00:51.60]It's been two years you're sitting in the same spot [00:53.81]Chilling in the same blocks [00:55.05]Me and you are different [00:55.98]You talk about beef [00:57.14]While I plan your route home bruv [00:58.49]I run up in your safe spot and leave the place taped off [01:00.53]It's deeper than the name drop [01:02.04]Real problems don't need discussions [01:03.83]I fear god and not repercussions [01:06.41]Look I'm only angry at the choices that I didn't make [01:09.11]I don't regret what I did but what I didn't say [01:11.35]And for this money I'm on a different wave [01:13.04]It's why I ain't written in this will when I say I'm on his estate [01:15.48]It comes arms well I've got an entourage like vinny chase [01:18.26]This ain't chiraq we don't need a 38 [01:20.55]Just two young g's one nike pouch and his little blade [01:22.64]And if you live that day give thanks to your god [01:25.20]'Cause there isn't one prayer mummy didn't say [01:27.14]Still wonder what my dad would say [01:28.37]And it's f**ked 'cause [01:28.99]I just wanted us to bond like sean connery and daniel craig [01:31.77]No first steps nah my daddy couldn't see me cry [01:34.00]I'm still searching for the reason why [01:36.08]I was 6 months old at a bus stop [01:38.06]My mum no home struggling to ketamine like a legal high [01:40.95]When so volatile look over the reasons why [01:43.34]People die man this beef never sleeps or slides [01:45.54]Man are dying over minor violations [01:47.47]So I keep the beef and the bread separate like tgi's [01:49.89]They touch us and we pay 'em back like it's ppi [01:52.50]F**k it let's ride get animated like cgi [01:54.46]Dead being a hype man [01:55.77]Can't find my man and then I'll settle for his right hand [01:57.82]You can't buy heart remember [01:59.19]Hawk eye you think these undercover cars could get us [02:01.66]Or that I can't spot the bacon in the passing vectras [02:04.26]Don't you find it funny that I study law [02:06.05]And still recruit young fraud stars like I'm harvey specter [02:08.42]Hot headed I swear that I had a dream though [02:10.78]A young fire before I had spoken with avelino [02:12.84]And nowadays music's got my schedule looking hectic [02:14.92]I ain't got a timeline I'm travolta with tarantino [02:17.04]Look I ain't slacking it's money over passion [02:19.49]I mean passion over money hate this money with a passion [02:21.92]Money is just a paper [02:23.08]I got value of my assets I got value of my mental [02:25.19]It's me fraser or 169 on an instrumental [02:27.67]I swear that'll make you rapping [02:28.81]Even if that kills me I swear that'll make it happen [02:30.96]On my digital piano until my hands bled literally [02:33.09]I was smashing keys 'til my fingers grew callus [02:35.44]How could I fear rappers [02:36.74]I feel words hear colours defeat challenge [02:39.13]Give thanks to my synaesthesia [02:40.41]I ain't a rapper I'm a f**king genius [02:42.20]So when I see you don't panic [02:43.61]Remember what you said on the roads there's no lacking [02:45.93]I don't wanna see you draw for your boot there's no time [02:48.04]I'll jump out the passenger side like there's no traffic [02:50.31]Catch you with your girl or your mum you'd do the same [02:52.76]So we'll take you to an inch of your life for all your chatting [02:56.83]Shut your f**king mouth and make p's [02:58.58]I used to let disrespect slide to make peace [03:00.66]Now it's like I'm stuck in two minds in my reaction [03:02.89]'Cause my pride and my ego turned giant like james dean [03:05.68]I'm a mess right and if that catty doesn't f**k me the third time [03:08.91]With no strings attached like a test drive [03:10.72]I'm telling her I'm cutting in the next 5 [03:12.63]All communication breaking down like an enzyme [03:14.41]My second's the most precious commodity I invest time [03:16.82]I was late every day straight for 3 years [03:19.14]Guess that's two ways that I could never make a deadline [03:21.49]I was out in powerleague norbury with [03:23.15]In the rain hail sleet with my football in a deadline [03:26.08]Scraping by on pennies trying to link a jezzy [03:28.44]On my 8520 and I couldn't link one [03:30.46]Squares was a game [03:31.39]Had me all stressed [03:32.57]Got finessed by my main [03:33.59]And he didn't get touched [03:34.83]Had me sitting there pissed [03:35.99]Thinking 'bout my people [03:37.12]All the times that we missed [03:38.33]Like have you ever lost love [03:39.62]Have you ever had a guy that would die so you live in a cage [03:42.36]Kept away from your brother and your mum [03:44.08]In my world you're unsure to the people you can trust [03:46.01]And when you lose the only person that was there from the jump [03:48.67]I'm as humble as they come [03:49.88]And I ain't changed from the knife [03:51.54]And the cypher to the shotgun shells in the party with a pump [03:54.22]Ask edem ask paddy [03:55.12]With squares I had strikers but I'm more like ibra [03:57.46]Over vardy when it's beef [03:58.64]Because I hardly ever run I've got pride [04:00.34]I've seen man running for their life [04:02.13]Get caught now they're covering their [04:04.09]Heart and their lungs with their arms on his ones [04:05.97]'Cause his right hand panicked [04:07.34]And I don't even blame him [04:08.27]Seen a man scream while he bleeds on the pavement [04:10.50]Guts in his hands civilians with tissue putting pressure where the pain is [04:13.74]The panic as you fade in blocking out sounds [04:16.07]Like your body shuts down when your organs start failing [04:18.50]Knife crime dangerous next day famous [04:20.76]Give it six years they won't remember what your name is [04:23.28]Everything changes when your case is irrelevant [04:25.21]And all the guys who claim they would ride in your name looking lost [04:27.91]Them boys don't have half the heart to settle it [04:29.74]I've seen a whole class end up dead or in jail [04:32.07]Ask scales about times he was chilling [04:33.74]With my brother in a chicken shop opposite the entrance to tennyson's [04:36.63]Everybody's dying but nobody is rising up a remington [04:39.61]We've got shanks and false hope everybody's selling it [04:42.44]You ain't getting rich quick trying to sell big bits [04:44.66]Too lazy to work so you want to own a business [04:46.97]Or a clothing line no vision [04:48.88]You can't cut corners in a line of life [04:50.91]Karma's like the tightest vice [04:52.23]I'm running on my own [04:53.26]CCTV's in your hands bro they've got it in your phone [04:56.08]If they catch me going home [04:57.21]Looking for another young rapper to expose [04:59.36]I'm probably cutting from the scene [05:00.27]'Cause with all the evidence they gain I'm getting more than just assault [05:03.07]I ain't living for the gram man are snitching on the cam [05:05.39]If I hit him then I'm dumb but if he dips me he's the man [05:07.78]I can't win there's no way I'm handling that [05:09.71]If I run then I'm a neek but if I don't then I'm a fool [05:12.18]So on road I'm looking happy but I'm screaming in my head having panic attacks [05:15.17]They got me anxious [05:16.28]And two wrong responses from a shanking at any given time [05:19.07]I been there and done that on many different nights [05:21.49]It's probably the reason that I got many different rhymes [05:23.72]I'm really living life