Dear Old Friend-The Plot In You

scared for my life im breathing and keeping thoughts away well it's a shame im too afraid to fall asleep it's insane how far we'll go and what we'll do to keep them from pain it's my life, it's my time, it's my code i live by ill just keep telling myself that it's right and im fine wash away my sins im trapped in this hole again i can see you and me on a slate that was clean i pushed my limits now you think im like the pigs in the street i could hardly spent a minute in reality getting help was like a vision i was fathoming i was weak you would all speak and try to save me but i was taken like a tragedy wash away my sins im trapped in this hole again it's sickening to see you know this act isn't me im trapped in this hole again i fall asleep to escape all the guilt and all the pain pillowcases soaked in blood i smoked away my f**king lungs and if it hurts you just to face me and if you're trying to erase me know ill be waiting for the next time and ill be praying that you take my life wash away my sins im trapped in this hole again it's sickening to see you know this act isn't me im trapped in this hole again the less you care the less it hurts you can mask it or you can take your own f**king life i can see you and me on a slate that was clean i pushed my limits now you think im like the pigs in the street i could hardly spend a minute in reality getting help is like a vision i was fathoming i was weak you would all speak and try to save me but i was taken like a tragedy ive been taken like a tragedy