This Is Who I Am-Ill Bill

Uncle Howie talking] I get up, I go to my methadone program to get my meth. I drink my meth and I go make some money and go get whatever I can get high on. That's about it. f*****g get high. What else is there? This is who I am, this is what the world made me I don't give a f**k whether you love me or hate me I'm gonna die like that, forever at war Hated by most, loved by few, respected by all This is who I am, this is what the world made me I don't give a f**k whether you love me or hate me I'm gonna ride like that, forever at war Hated by most, loved by few, respected by all With everything you gain there's something you lose You best be real clear on that, something you choose Sometimes the most valuable things mean nothing to fools And they don't want it till they see it means something to you But you can't have what's mine, homie, get your own Get the f**k out my face and stay in your lane You ain't nothing like me, kid, we ain't the same Get the f**k off my d**k and stay in your lane Old school like Power Play, lounging with Fatal Nas rhyming in the lobby, Rakim in the ? Before Non Phixion I was up at Chung King With Onyx and Jam Master J puffing the chronic A good dude, rest in peace RIP, the big DS as well, I'mma spark the L Think about hard it was to come up in the game Over twenty years I love it the same Matter fact even love it more at the end of the day Been wanting to work with Muggs Since Cypress first dropped Real Estate Now I'm doing what I want to do, La Coka Nostra I won't stop till I'm on the wanted poster Came a long way from talent shows with Black Moon When Chuck Chilla was the manager for both of our groups This is '92, I'm talking bout fifteen years ago In the Who's Got Da Props video with Gucci Row My world, my life's deep, you can't imagine Cause the lies torture hatred in my soul like a cancer Neither can be bought nor sold no matter the ransom And neither truly exists without the other as the answer Mankind so inherently evil We made laws, religion, and jails simply to protect us from ourselves Got too many cases, get arrested for robberies that I didn't do My mugshot's in regular rotation This is who I am This is who I am