Had It Made-Seacats

I made a mistake, because I always had it made because I did not appreciate the things you did I've spend a lot of time on it, and I think I wanted just a lonely life I can't believe how long it took just to understand the extent of all the things I wasn't doing right I wanna know, if I was ever happy at all? because right now, I don't know, I can't remember Now I've spent a lot of time on it and I don't want to lead a lonely life I spent the time and still I don't even understand I wanna wake up in the morning and just feel alright And I believe that it's true, that I just blamed it all all on you my only defense, I was so depressed, and man I was so dumb My dreams came true, and I always thought that the parts that needed you would be filled when all these things came true, I did I was wrong (OOOHHH) and now I never wanted to live this long, without