Monster-Boondox

[ti:Monster] [ar:Boondox] [al:Abaddon] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]Monster - Boondox [00:00.32]Monster how should I feel
鬼魅 我该作何感想 [00:04.47]Creatures lie here
我觉得 我不是此处唯一的存在 [00:06.33] [00:07.00]Looking through the window
畏缩地窥视着窗外 [00:10.41]Monster how should I feel
鬼魅 我该作何感想 [00:14.56]Creatures lie here
我觉得 我不是此处唯一的存在 [00:16.47] [00:17.18]Looking through the window
畏缩地窥视着窗外 [00:19.90] [00:20.49]Monster how should I feel
鬼魅 我该作何感想 [00:24.66]Creatures lie here
我觉得 我不是此处唯一的存在 [00:26.57] [00:27.33]Looking through the window
畏缩地窥视着窗外 [00:30.21] [00:30.87]I'm not afraid of the dark
夜的黑暗 我并不惧怕 [00:32.00]But I'm afraid of my heart
最让我胆怯的 是我自己的内心 [00:33.28]And I'm afraid that everything is gonna fall apart
我更忌惮 我的世界将分崩离析 [00:35.78]Always afraid that things will never get better
每况愈下 [00:37.58]I went from writing down rhymes
我本来只会写歌 [00:39.12]To typing suicide letters
如今却开始写我的遗言 [00:40.34]Diagnosed with paranoia
医生给我开了药方 [00:41.25]You can check my prescription
他说我二竖为虐 [00:42.61]I'm a manic depressive
妄想症 躁郁症 心病缠身 [00:43.99]One of my many conditions
却只是我愁潘病沈的冰山一角 [00:45.32]I'm not a prophet though I say it
我非先知 [00:46.86]But I'm seeing a vision
然我却已看清自己的下场 [00:48.12]My life it was beyond it
我的人生 毫无疑问 [00:49.21]On a one-way collision
只会走向毁灭 [00:49.94] [00:50.69]If ignorance is bliss
若无知是福 [00:51.89]Then I'm devoid of any sorrows
我将高枕无忧 [00:53.12]Cause I don't wanna know the outcome
我完全不想知道 [00:54.34]Of today or tomorrow
未来我将有何际遇 [00:55.67]I just wanna hide inside my own private hell
我只希望把自己 封闭在自己的地狱里 [00:58.03]How can I ever get to heaven
如此多天使已陷落 [00:59.33]When so many angels fell
我又该如何步入天国 [01:00.23] [01:00.79]I'm just a human being
我不过是个人 [01:01.82]I'm just only being human
不过一介微残之躯 [01:02.94]With eternity and judgement
却总有别的存在 [01:04.29]From another always looming
赫然耸现于我的世界 [01:05.59]It's a wonder that I made it
诡异之声萦绕不去 [01:07.03]With these voices in my head
我能活到此刻 已属奇迹 [01:08.09]With all these monsters at my window
鬼魅在我窗前若近若现 [01:09.35]Staring at me in my bed
在我床前鹰瞵鹗视 [01:11.01]Monster how should I feel
鬼魅 我该作何感想 [01:14.58] [01:15.35]Creatures lie here
我觉得 我不是此处唯一的存在 [01:17.07] [01:17.86]Looking through the window
畏缩地窥视着窗外 [01:20.37] [01:21.12]Monster how should I feel
鬼魅 我该作何感想 [01:24.77] [01:25.40]Creatures lie here
我觉得 我不是此处唯一的存在 [01:27.19] [01:28.03]Looking through the window
畏缩地窥视着窗外 [01:30.66] [01:31.30]Monster how should I feel
鬼魅 我该作何感想 [01:34.89] [01:35.53]Creatures lie here
我觉得 我不是此处唯一的存在 [01:37.32] [01:37.98]Looking through the window
畏缩地窥视着窗外 [01:41.02]If you're a friend to me or kin to me
无论你是朋友 亲人 [01:42.51]An enemy or into me
仇家 抑或对我心怀情愫 [01:43.60]I'm begging on a bended knee
我会屈膝跪下 [01:45.08]Come and put an end to me
乞求你了断我的生命 [01:46.29]Put me out my misery
终结我的交臂历指 [01:47.54]Permanently no injury
一劳永逸 [01:48.81]I'm tired of fighting entities
我是如此厌倦对付心魔 [01:49.97]I'm running out of energy
早已力尽筋疲 [01:51.37]Feel like a lost boy
如堕烟海 [01:52.68]Searching for the answers
寻求了结 [01:53.63]Just waitin' on tragedy
悲剧啊 拜托你快快降临 [01:54.49]A heart attack or even cancer
我多希望心疾癌症能送我归西 [01:55.81] [01:56.35]So many monsters hiding
鬼魅无数 匿迹潜形 [01:57.66]Waiting round the corner for us
躲藏于黑暗角落 [01:58.98]If life is like a song
若人生如曲 [01:59.99]I'm at the verse and searching for the chorus
我已谱写好主歌 正为副歌头疼 [02:01.42]Maybe I should stop and take a moment
或许我该歇息片刻 思忖半晌 [02:03.08]Put it in perspective
认真想想 [02:04.00]Maybe I should take a knife
我该拿起匕首 [02:05.18]And take a life and get injected
给自己个了结 [02:06.51]I just wanna go out
我只想出去逛逛 [02:07.47]On my own f**king terms
随心所欲 [02:08.96]Knowing it was me that put me
我深知正是始作俑者 [02:10.41]In the dirt and with the worms
让自己深陷泥潭 行尸走肉 [02:11.61]I think I'll pop another pill
我想我会再嗑点药 [02:12.99]Try to heal the I'll
让自己好过点 [02:14.04]Wash it down with gasoline
泼上汽油 [02:15.27]Light a match and that's for real
点燃火柴 我不是在开玩笑 [02:16.83]But I'll just probably go to sleep
我可能会睡会儿觉 [02:18.11]And try to clear my head
理清思绪 [02:19.16]Hiding from these monsters
避开那些匿藏于 [02:20.18]At my window underneath my bed
窗前床头的鬼魅 [02:21.38] [02:21.90]Monster how should I feel
鬼魅 我该作何感想 [02:25.43] [02:26.08]Creatures lie here
我觉得 我不是此处唯一的存在 [02:27.81] [02:28.49]Looking through the window
畏缩地窥视着窗外 [02:31.26] [02:31.82]Monster how should I feel
鬼魅 我该作何感想 [02:35.42] [02:36.08]Creatures lie here
我觉得 我不是此处唯一的存在 [02:37.80] [02:38.58]Looking through the window
畏缩地窥视着窗外 [02:42.10]Monster how should I feel
鬼魅 我该作何感想 [02:45.63] [02:46.23]Creatures lie here
我觉得 我不是此处唯一的存在 [02:48.11] [02:48.65]Looking through the window
畏缩地窥视着窗外 [02:51.53] [03:02.22]Monster how should I feel
鬼魅 我该作何感想 [03:05.87] [03:06.43]Creatures lie here
我觉得 我不是此处唯一的存在 [03:08.30] [03:08.86]Looking through the window
畏缩地窥视着窗外 [03:11.56] [03:12.14]Monster how should I feel
鬼魅 我该作何感想 [03:15.84] [03:16.52]Creatures lie here
我觉得 我不是此处唯一的存在 [03:18.30] [03:18.92]Looking through the window
畏缩地窥视着窗外 [03:21.66] [03:22.41]Monster how should I feel
鬼魅 我该作何感想 [03:26.10] [03:26.73]Creatures lie here
我觉得 我不是此处唯一的存在 [03:28.34] [03:29.04]Looking through the window
畏缩地窥视着窗外