Struggle-Outline in Color

[ti:Struggle] [ar:Outline in Color] [al:Struggle] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]Struggle (奋斗) - Outline in Color [00:01.01]I'm wide awake I know the truth [00:04.57]Some people are poison and I'm the proof [00:08.11]I hear the voice inside that says [00:11.66]Everyone is beautiful [00:14.21]But you [00:15.22]One mind any weapon [00:18.73]I'm in heaven [00:19.72]My nerves start to deaden [00:21.65] [00:22.26]Everything is the same to me [00:25.19]When I let go I become who I might be [00:29.25]Why do I hate what they love [00:31.87] [00:32.41]My insecutities and everything I'm made of [00:36.34]I'm okay with being something I'm not [00:39.51]We love [00:40.30]We die [00:41.09]We rot [00:42.36]Every single day [00:44.31]I will struggle [00:46.27] [00:47.00]To just be happy again [00:48.75]To feel normal [00:49.53]I know I'm in trouble [00:53.16] [00:54.09]Is this the way that it feels to be no one [00:58.03] [00:58.55]I will struggle [01:00.73] [01:01.25]Every day that I survive feels like a miracle [01:05.36]I'm in trouble [01:07.63] [01:08.32]This is the way that it feels to be no one [01:12.05]I hate myself [01:13.83]I want to die [01:15.59]I can't find meaning in this life [01:19.48]I never asked to be alive [01:22.65]And I don't think I was born to survive [01:26.20]The needle breaks the skin [01:27.91]I feel it sinking in [01:29.59]My god what have I done [01:31.38]My mother's only son [01:33.65]I'm far from invincible [01:36.37]And some days I feel invisible [01:39.30]Every single day [01:41.07]I will struggle [01:43.07] [01:43.82]To just be happy again [01:45.69]To feel normal [01:46.91]I know I'm in trouble [01:50.93]Is this the way that it feels to be no one [01:55.49]I will struggle [01:57.58] [01:58.19]Every day that I survive feels like a miracle [02:02.25]I'm in trouble [02:05.17]This is the way that it feels to be no one [02:09.18] [02:12.45]Life is so hard [02:14.17]But we share the same struggle [02:16.45] [02:19.58]They say better a live coward [02:22.31]Than a dead hero [02:24.29] [02:26.71]I thought I was chosen [02:28.37]But really I am broken [02:32.10] [02:33.81]I'm fragile [02:34.44]I could break at any moment [02:38.68] [02:40.69]Don't be like me [02:44.24] [02:52.26]Don't be like me [02:55.59] [02:56.34]If you know there is hope [02:58.01]Set yourself free [02:59.75] [03:00.28]If the good die young [03:01.94]Then I'll be around for a lifetime [03:05.20] [03:07.70]If the good die young [03:09.62]Then I'll be around for a lifetime [03:13.15] [03:15.67]Don't be like me [03:17.23] [03:19.03]Don't find comfort in the places I go [03:22.06] [03:22.62]I'm too scared to look in a mirror [03:25.98]Too afraid to live [03:27.74]But too cowardly to die [03:30.03] [03:30.84]I'm selfish [03:32.23]I'm a liar [03:33.63] [03:34.14]I'm flawed [03:35.49] [03:36.64]I can't control my anger [03:38.35]I can't face my appearance [03:40.23]I can't love the right way [03:43.78]But it's time to face the truth [03:46.35]I will struggle every day [03:49.23]For the rest of my life [03:52.67] [03:58.16]And I'll always in every way and every day [04:03.24]I will struggle [04:05.09]And I'll always in every way and every day [04:10.36]I will struggle [04:12.26]And I'll always in every way and every day [04:17.42]I will struggle [04:19.30]And I'll always in every way and every day [04:24.55]I will struggle