Story of the Stairs (Explicit)-mgk

[ti:Story of the Stairs (Explicit)] [ar:Machine Gun Kelly] [al:General Admission] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]Story of the Stairs (Explicit) - mgk [00:00.36]And that was a dark depressing time for him you know [00:03.64]He did had one visit with his mother I think [00:06.77]During the time that he lived with me and she brought [00:09.98]Him a huge box fill with gifts you know clothes and all [00:14.66]Kinds of little goodies and stuff and it sat in the corner [00:18.19]Untouched literally for months he'd never opened anything just [00:22.38]Left the box there [00:41.35]What's going on in your mind when someone you haven't seen [00:43.38]Since you were nine is out at your door step right now [00:45.90]Rewind remember that one time when Marco showed up at the front door [00:49.22]And we found out he escaped from a psych ward [00:51.01]And stole grandma's car [00:52.12]Ah rest her soul [00:53.34]I know that's off topic but I miss her soul [00:55.46]So ironic that she was blind but told me I'm handsome I was [00:57.95]Every time that I walked in the door [00:59.54]Can't lie and say it was easy being 14 on February 14th [01:02.54]Watching a body die in my arms [01:04.05]Then have to go to a school that I hated [01:05.73]When my grade indicate that I don't give a f**k what's going on [01:07.85]A couple hours later on [01:09.59]And not to mention that one b**ch that I loved [01:11.60]By the way I call her "b**ch" because she was [01:13.43]Wanted me to catch another man f**king her [01:15.15]Invited me over told me to come into the front [01:17.14]Come upstairs and say what's up [01:18.40]And there she was [01:19.10]Little slut [01:19.74]I was broken hearted should've broke that b**ch's jaw [01:21.80]Just for playin' me like a chump [01:23.19]But instead went to the garage grabbed one [01:24.55]Of her brother's rifles went outside and shot that other [01:26.32]Mothaf**ka's truck up [01:28.30]I guess that's what lead me to cuffs [01:29.86]Becomin' common in my life like funerals was [01:31.78]Daddy's less common now he gave up [01:33.76]After he heard the judge pin a f**king felony on his son [01:36.52]Funny enough [01:37.48]Me and Aunt Barbara even closer [01:39.13]Start to feel some weight lift off her shoulder [01:40.86]Till it piled back on when a radiologist told her [01:43.06]That she had breast cancer and might not live much longer [01:45.72]Fast forward [01:46.49]The woman that I call my "mother" isn't my mother [01:48.55]Or even blood but that's how much I love her [01:50.14]And I'm feeling awkward cause the doorbell's from the person that I call HER [01:52.79]Maybe I ain't ready for it [01:55.85]Sh*t what should I wear [01:57.27]F**k that I ain't going down there [01:58.86]I waited over a decade for closure [02:00.86]Why should I receive it if it might not be something I want to hear [02:03.37]In the mirror is a empty reflection [02:05.63]And in my head are questions I want to ask like [02:07.75]"Where the f**k did you go " [02:08.97]Why did you turn my birthdays to the worst days [02:11.15]Every year that you didn't show [02:12.74]And if you must know I didn't turn out to be much else [02:15.50]Than a drunk who fell face first to a pile of hell [02:17.78]Took four snuffs of the devil's dust [02:19.04]Ended up with my manager helping me cause I couldn't take a piss by myself [02:22.26]But I did get a record deal [02:23.93]And all my records got that making of a legend feel [02:26.36]And I did have a daughter who I promised that [02:28.10]The way that way you made me felt [02:29.50]Is a way she will never feel [02:30.97]Slip a Benadryl in my cup [02:32.24]Ech f**k it I'm sickening up [02:33.58]Pit of my stomach clenching all my muscles stiffening up [02:35.96]I ain't been this nervous since I got jumped [02:37.67]Flick the tip of my J over a surface cover with ashes and junk [02:40.55]Took a pull and sat it down [02:41.82]Put on both of my Chucks [02:42.85]Reach for the door but my hand's sweaty I'm anxious as f**k [02:45.24]Couldn't even hit the stairs without remembering how many years [02:47.65]I was there waiting to see your car pull up [02:50.62]Now you saying she's right there [02:53.19]Man you saying she's right there [02:54.39]You telling me if I open up this door right here [02:57.00]That she'll been standing right there [02:59.83]And after all these years am I wrong for having this fear [03:03.00]Of meeting the reflection that was missing in the mirror [03:05.54]Open up the door and then I see her