Direction-Lil Crazed

[ti:Direction] [ar:Lil Crazed] [al:Liberation] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]Direction (方向) - Lil Crazed [00:18.40]I remember as a teen I was blinded by the green [00:20.65]And the name branded things materialistic [00:23.00]Confused kid clothes too big made me a misfit [00:25.38]Rebelled against the rules I was very conflicted [00:27.07] [00:27.75]Barely a distance between wrong and right to me [00:30.09]Whatever I did wrong was all right to me [00:32.42]Wanted to be the center of attention [00:34.44]Smoking cigarettes and also entered in detention [00:36.86]Thought to myself that now I'm cool [00:38.87]And transferred to public class from my private school [00:40.92]I continuously disappointed my family [00:43.50]All the way to the point [00:44.52]That my mom and dad couldn't handle me [00:45.94]Broke a few laws that added to my record [00:47.61] [00:48.17]And spent a couple nights in the juvenile center [00:50.34]When my mom picked me up and I saw that tear [00:52.60]I began to question all my ways that got me there [00:55.17]Yeah so I spent on my road [01:00.74]I'm the only right law ever know [01:04.91] [01:05.48]I'll see my direction [01:11.68]I'll find myself [01:13.68]At 17 caught a case and got convicted [01:15.41]A felon questioning self like why I ever did it [01:17.64]Got in this predicament education escaped my vision [01:19.29]And instead of school I had to figure out the legal system [01:22.48]Took the bargain so they dropped a couple charges [01:24.64]But regardless it didn't blind my father's disappointment [01:26.59]How could it be [01:27.83]That I single handedly crumbled the dreams of my family [01:29.63]About a college degree [01:31.28]I was supposed to be the first to get it I was committed [01:33.76]Then got into this trouble with the crime that I committed [01:36.01]Wondering if it was worth the reason that I did it [01:38.29]All because I wanted to avenge [01:39.29]The worth of my new Honda civic [01:41.28]And the window that was smashed [01:43.83]But looking back at all the facts [01:45.32]It wasn't just the windshield that happened to get shattered [01:46.85] [01:47.63]But also a dream that my parents were after [01:49.35]Yeah so I spent on my road [01:55.71]I'm the only right law ever know [02:00.56]I'll see my direction [02:06.46]I'll find myself [02:08.29]A lotta things changed the following year [02:10.23]Like my beverages of choice included alcohol and beer [02:12.63]Now an adult without a future anymore [02:14.81]The moment I threw that punch I threw it out the door [02:17.14]Then the girl that I was seeing started gaining some weight [02:19.30]But it wasn't cuz her diet her period was late [02:21.60]No job no school as if that wasn't enough [02:23.92]The test came back positive but that was a plus [02:26.29]Because I moved down south with her and my folks [02:28.46]And got a couple of jobs as well as their support [02:30.89]Then moved back up and then my first son was born [02:33.15]The future now here dwell the past no more [02:35.68]Then baby number 2 came things are getting clear [02:37.76]Continued to steer on the path of my career [02:40.02]After some bumps find my way to take [02:42.27]Now my fans are like family most of them relate [02:44.59]Yeah so I spent on my road [02:50.48]I'm the only right law ever know [02:54.40] [02:55.24]I'll see my direction [03:00.72] [03:01.29]I'll find myself [03:03.83]I'll find myself [03:06.37]I'll find myself [03:08.87]I'll find myself [03:11.63]I'll find myself [03:13.78]I'll find myself [03:19.98]I'll find myself