Change My Stars-Paperboys/Webb/A.L. Sweet/Vagabond/Keith/Collen

[ti:Change My Stars] [ar:Paperboys] [al:The Great Escape] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]Change My Stars - Paperboys/Webb/A.L. Sweet/Vagabond/Keith/Collen [00:02.88]You know [00:03.42] [00:04.45]I know I'm a f**k up right [00:05.93] [00:06.48]Das always my excuse [00:08.15] [00:09.04]But I feel [00:09.61] [00:10.36]Might be time [00:10.95] [00:12.22]That I apologize for it [00:13.38] [00:14.86]Tell people what [00:15.55] [00:16.74]What I actually feel [00:17.71] [00:18.96]Listen [00:19.20] [00:19.75]I get the strangest ideas get drunk [00:21.95]Leave angels in tears turning flames into painful affairs [00:24.68]So now I'm lying here draining beers [00:27.00]I can't explain it's weird got me thinking damn maybe I'm scared [00:30.54]Coz I'd like someone to listen to but I hate having to tell them [00:34.65]I'm sorry for not missing you [00:36.15]Feeling cold and this is difficult [00:37.99]Guess love differs your periphial view sort of like sniffing glue [00:41.11]It was cool I know you hoped for us [00:43.20]Didn't mind that I smoked so much [00:45.02]I saw the signs you opened up gave me time [00:47.76]And everything was fine till I f**ked up and broke your trust [00:50.84]But even so you never showed disgust [00:52.54]It's like I find a surprise and all [00:54.43]I wanted was to drown in her eyes [00:56.14]And lay surrounded by the sound of the skies [00:58.12]But I guess I never tried so for all of those lies [01:00.54]I apologize [01:01.46]My intent was not to fail you all [01:03.80]See I'm just trying to change my stars [01:06.35]Got me locked at these crossroads thinking which way should I go [01:10.16]Which way should I go [01:11.38]Anticipating what the next day's bringing [01:13.86]Try to prepare with your heartbeat racing [01:15.94] [01:16.51]It's kind of like when I'm writing my flows [01:18.74]Thinking which way should I go [01:20.40]Which way should I go [01:21.28] [01:26.16]Guess I've proven to be a handful [01:27.78]Coz it's like every other day another scandal [01:30.28]Had a career but now they saying that it's canceled [01:32.87]Ain't that a whole lot of sh*t to be playing for some uncleared samples [01:36.57]Quite more than I can stand for [01:37.94]But then again I kind of like your damn show coz my sh*t went gold [01:41.24]Another shipment sold and all the other kids enrolled [01:44.30]Coz what they do now I did before [01:45.95]And some of them did know [01:47.71]Those who didn't [01:48.19]Now they heard it from you [01:49.47]So you re the fool bringing my words into school [01:51.27]You re just a tool I can use gaining success [01:53.95]Now everyday is another I don't give a f**k fest [01:56.40]I just like the truth there really ain't that much left [01:58.89]And I don't see how me talking about my life can make you upset [02:01.97]That's too much stress you need to relax [02:03.86]And look around maybe Jesus is back [02:06.05]Go find him [02:07.26]My intent was not to fail you all [02:09.32]See I'm just trying to change my stars [02:11.39] [02:11.93]Got me locked at these crossroads thinking which way should I go [02:15.43]Which way should I go [02:17.01]Anticipating what the next day's bringing [02:19.50]Try to prepare with your heartbeat racing [02:22.12]It's kind of like when I'm writing my flows [02:24.29]Thinking which way should I go [02:25.86]Which way should I go [02:27.02] [02:31.36]Sometimes I wish that no one on this earth could stand me [02:34.50]If I deserved to be loved I wouldn't hurt my family [02:36.87]Fill my body with drugs while giving birth to panic [02:39.28]It's like I'm just another worthless addict [02:41.47]Sh*t I ain't even working at it [02:42.96]Though I know nobody's perfect [02:43.93] [02:44.61]I feel I've lost my right to ask for a purpose [02:47.21]It seems I just make it worse and search beneath the surface [02:50.34]And try to find some light up in this circus [02:52.44]But I'm nervous all I see is the mistakes I made [02:55.07]Cut me open like a razor blade [02:57.09]And in these motherf**king crazy days feel my faith uncovered [03:00.22]Pray the doctors will save my brother [03:02.20]Think about the promises people make each other [03:04.60]But life interferes [03:05.92]Got to do right by them that cared [03:07.86]I've been a burden for them to bear [03:10.11]So I know I can't end it here [03:11.63] [03:12.67]My intent was not to fail you all [03:15.00]See I'm just trying to change my stars [03:17.61]Got me locked at these crossroads thinking which way should I go [03:21.16]Which way should I go [03:22.81]Anticipating what the next day's bringing [03:25.29]Try to prepare with your heartbeat racing [03:27.81]It's kind of like when I'm writing my flows [03:30.03]Thinking which way should I go [03:31.38]Which way should I go