Torn (Explicit)-Big Scoob

[ti:Torn] [ar:Big Scoob] [al:No Filter] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]Torn (Explicit) - Big Scoob [00:22.78]I'm torn I don't know which way do I turn how do [00:25.60]I use all the lessons I've learned [00:27.22] [00:28.33]I'm torn [00:28.84] [00:29.35]Man it's like a weight on my soul for the confusion [00:31.80]And it's taking a toll [00:32.89] [00:34.04]I'm torn [00:34.98]Trying to find a way I can live and be respected [00:37.37]By the wife and the kids [00:38.56] [00:39.27]But I'm torn [00:40.62]All I know is hustle and struggle chasing paper [00:42.81]But ain't no future in the end [00:44.93] [00:45.50]I'mma try to spill my thoughts on this blank sheet of paper [00:48.12] [00:48.71]Deep drinkin' as I'm thinking straight whiskey no chaser [00:51.20]My head hangs low and my heart weighs heavy [00:53.82]I'm lost with no direction and I'm tryna hold steady [00:56.78]Supposed to be the big homie 'posed to have the answers [00:59.65]But it's my turn to be concerned I'm running out of chances [01:02.33]Scared of my future and the vision that it holds [01:04.78] [01:05.32]Try to run from destiny but this is what I'm owed [01:07.95]At the prison foul living I'm a straight up hood n***a [01:10.75]So it's written I'm submitting but I'm still a good n***a [01:13.59]But I gotta feed the fam and I gotta be a man [01:16.07] [01:16.60]This rap s**t ain't working so it's time to switch the plan [01:19.22]So it's back to what I'm good at push a man push a pie [01:22.31]Hit the road bring it by get to dumping wing pies [01:25.05]Get them fluffy green sacks bring the whole team by [01:27.83]I miss it and mean that get me where the greens at [01:30.68]I'm torn I don't know which way do I turn how do [01:33.34]I use all the lessons I've learned [01:34.96] [01:36.11]I'm torn [01:37.10]Man it's like a weight on my soul for the confusion [01:39.46]And it's taking a toll [01:40.57] [01:41.57]I'm torn [01:42.23] [01:42.74]Trying to find a way I can live and be respected [01:45.07]By the wife and the kids [01:46.28] [01:47.35]I'm torn [01:48.42]All I know is hustle and struggle chasing paper [01:50.58]But ain't no future in the end [01:53.12]I can spend but I'm drowning ain't no way around it [01:56.00]I'm stressing and I'm losing my mind [01:58.12] [01:58.97]If this is my reality [01:59.79] [02:00.44]If this is [02:00.89]All that's meant for me then really am I wasting my time [02:03.29] [02:04.60]Heading for them gutters backed it up in butter [02:07.24]I'm a beast with the hella of a grind [02:09.18] [02:10.21]Give me death or prison if that's a n***a sentence [02:13.05]At least let me die with my pride [02:14.79] [02:15.64]Strange fans'll probably hear this song and not really get it [02:18.65]Or not really feel it or not really dig it [02:21.40]Then that's cool I'm just writing this [02:22.97]Trying to free my mind of these thoughts [02:24.84]That's inside of me in this place and time [02:27.17]Plus y'all probably thinking that I'm leaving out my dreams [02:29.91]Just remember everything ain't always what it seems [02:32.50]Can't believe what you hear and only half of what you see [02:35.48]So listen to my lyrics the message is the clearest [02:38.40]I'm at a crossroads tryna chose which way to go [02:40.84] [02:41.35]Road 1 is my destiny the price is my soul [02:43.82]Road 2 is what's best for me but is there room to grow [02:46.94]I don't really know but it's time to choose a road [02:49.56]Let go and let God is what the big homie tell me [02:52.50]But God ain't gotta pay these bills on time n***a feel me [02:55.33]Stressed out fighting gout gripping on my bottle [02:58.19]Strong enough to smack a barrel scared of tomorrow [03:00.86]I'm torn I don't know which way do I turn how do [03:03.77]I use all the lessons I've learned [03:05.38] [03:06.41]I'm torn [03:07.47]Man it's like a weight on my soul for the confusion [03:09.83]And it's taking a toll [03:10.95] [03:11.98]I'm torn [03:13.08]Trying to find a way I can live and be respected [03:15.47]By the wife and the kids [03:16.68] [03:17.65]I'm torn [03:18.26] [03:18.79]All I know is hustle and struggle chasing paper [03:20.91]But ain't no future in the end [03:23.50]I'm torn