Anemophobia-Deaf Havana

[ti:Anemophobia] [ar:Deaf Havana] [al:Fools and Worthless Liars] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.62]Deaf Havana Anemphobia [00:01.69]I worry about the weather and the pressure in my head [00:07.24] [00:07.80]And how my lungs can't find the oxygen to form a single breath [00:13.92] [00:14.67]That doesn't get caught in my throat with all the words I couldn't say [00:20.35] [00:20.91]I pray that things are getting better [00:23.78] [00:41.27]I still worry about the weather and I'm sick to death of rain [00:46.94] [00:47.69]And these panic attacks do nothing for my tired swollen brain [00:53.75] [00:54.37]My days aren't getting better and I'm still numbing the pain [01:00.30] [01:00.92]I lost my mind and all my hope in feeling fine again [01:05.78] [01:09.77]I'm holding out for a saving grace to show me the error of my ways [01:17.01] [01:18.26]I really need a change [01:20.32] [01:21.82]I'm not a pessimist but sometimes hope is missed or missing [01:29.45] [01:30.14]I haven't felt so f**king drained I need a break [01:36.88] [01:50.73]I caught a glimpse of my reflection and didn't recognise my face [01:56.62] [01:57.18]I left a note at home explaining how I'm sorry that I left [02:02.80] [02:03.79]I just needed to be alone for a while to realise I'm a mess [02:09.97]I pray that that things are getting better but I won't hold my breath [02:15.11]I won't hold my breath [02:18.86]I'm holding out for a saving grace to show me the error of my ways [02:26.35] [02:27.73]I really need a change [02:29.78] [02:31.28]I'm not a pessimist but sometimes hope is missed or missing [02:39.03] [02:39.59]I haven't felt so f**king drained I need a break [02:45.90] [02:57.75]I'm not quite there but I'm on my way [03:03.49] [03:04.80]I'm still forgetting names and faces I need to get away [03:11.17] [03:12.35]From this place 'cause my outlooks' changed [03:16.35] [03:18.72]Along with how I speak and I'm really not the same as I used to be [03:25.99] [03:26.68]I'm always living in my head and I can't remember when I last felt alive [03:36.16] [03:39.07]I'm holding out for a saving grace to show me the error of my ways [03:45.68] [03:47.19]I really need a change [03:49.32] [03:50.56]Cause I'm not a pessimist but sometimes hope is missed or missing [03:58.47] [03:59.03]I haven't felt so f**king drained I need a break