Scattered Pictures (Explicit)-Elzhi

[ti:Scattered Pictures] [ar:Elzhi] [al:Out Of Focus] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]Scattered Pictures (Explicit) - Elzhi [00:00.70]I'd like to have you sit back for just a little while [00:03.05] [00:03.62]I want to tell you my story my life story [00:06.38] [00:07.27]And I'm sure some where along the line [00:10.48] [00:11.25]That you will find comfort joy and peace [00:15.52] [00:16.12]Just like I did [00:17.27] [00:18.43]Would you go with me for just a few moments [00:20.58]Back to my childhood [00:21.53] [00:26.41]Vowed to never look twice in my book of life [00:28.30]I'm on chapter 20 [00:29.19]Turning my pages backwards really show how far I've come [00:31.83]Just a young buck itching to buzz the womb is the gun [00:34.38]Moms pushed me out her chamber the doc caught a hots one [00:37.08]She must've threw them headphones over her full blown stomach [00:39.52]Turning my cocoon radioactive transforming within a woman [00:42.73]My life begun it skip to chapter two [00:44.74]And see a picture of my father running [00:46.30]My 2 nd birthday he never bothered coming [00:48.33]But broke his neck to come through [00:49.54]My mom's crib to come through [00:50.66]My mom's ribs and within nine months I came to [00:53.02]He created a splitting image in more ways than one [00:55.62]And the face of his baby son and through our door ways to run [00:58.57]How could you retreat on a part of you that comes out of your own needs [01:01.53]So when that n* gga let my mom suffer for 5 long weeks [01:03.95]Met my old dude and gave him a chance [01:05.62]I was still young watching cartoons [01:07.02]Playing with toys and staining my pants [01:09.10]Step daddy psssst please it feels like blood [01:11.81]The same type of needle takes from you and fills right up [01:14.25]Our bond became strong as teflon moms stress gone [01:16.97]She pressed on like a piece of vinyl recording the best song [01:19.76]Speaking of songs when the speakers were on and connected to the stereo [01:22.73]She would play a lot of old school records [01:25.34]Music plays a big part [01:26.48]And it would stay that way til I'm old and gray [01:28.35]And until things get dark [01:29.22]Kind of how my future look [01:30.41]Hate to use the book of my past [01:32.02]Wishing that I could forget the page that I was on last [01:35.00]Bringing the storm back to my spiritual garden [01:36.78]I know rain equals growth [01:38.38]But even the earth couldn't survive 40 times in a row [01:41.10]But it's my life I can't lose the page [01:42.97]So let's see daddy leaves and then this music thing [01:45.85]Oh here we go moms threw vinyl on the stereo [01:47.98]Pumping the sweet tunes [01:49.20]She would sing lullabies to help me close my eyes [01:51.79]And the wee hours of the night [01:53.27]They finally got married [01:54.15]Their wedding vows they recite [01:55.70]Kissed the bride [01:56.95]To my pops was like a kiss of life [01:58.59]A true and living resurrection [01:59.66]'Til the rain came harder [02:01.10]It's an erection [02:01.89]You see they just married [02:03.15]And they was talking about below and it clicked [02:04.99]She tried to cock back and squeeze [02:06.48]But it jammed she miscarried [02:07.76]Now this very situation happened later on in the chapter [02:10.43]Her insides [02:11.31]She's torn from the baby gone in the after [02:13.33]Now you can take that both ways [02:14.69]My auntie dies [02:15.98]Proven in beat that we don't stay [02:17.56]And they keep telling me that it's gon' be ok [02:19.91]But it transformed for lies [02:21.37]On top of that this young cat [02:22.79]Gets weaker in the eyes [02:23.99]And even through the bad times [02:25.13]Music was always there for me [02:26.54]Me with a pen and a loose leaf [02:28.05]Equals one big orgy [02:29.30]Cumming with it [02:30.09]My feelings inside become a sentence [02:31.68]Snatching thoughts from a black cloud [02:33.65]That hung in distance [02:34.75]And got good at it [02:36.00]Just a skinny black kid with thick glasses and book baggage [02:38.34]And a torn jacket [02:39.62]But looking back [02:40.56]I can hear them cracking jokes again [02:42.36]It's hard to see the future [02:43.50]With a scratched lense and broken frame