Maplewood-Blue Monday

[ti:Maplewood] [ar:Blue Monday] [al:Split] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]Maplewood - Blue Monday [00:44.99]I'm lost again [00:46.67]Wandering through a hazy streetlight gleam [00:48.49]I need something to gratify me [00:50.70]I think I have been here before because everything feels the same [00:54.77]Depraved [00:55.49]Caught between who I am and who I aspire to be [00:59.83]Self destruction [01:02.91] [01:04.35]It's got me again [01:06.48]It's got me again [01:09.05] [01:13.54]I felt content here once [01:14.81]I find it again from time to time it's fleeting [01:17.30]Like daylight in these winter months anxiety is foreboding [01:21.04]Like the coming rain [01:22.75]Caught between who I am and who I aspire to be [01:27.07]Self destruction [01:29.89] [01:31.36]It's got me again [01:33.73]It's got me again [01:36.81] [01:50.10]I can't hide here anymore [01:53.31]Tucked away in shadows like we used to do in maplewood [02:00.13] [02:02.00]Back when the slightest advice could ease my insatiable need [02:07.64]And now if you gave me the world [02:10.50]It would never be enough [02:13.49] [02:14.30]Self destruction [02:15.69]This isn't who I want to be [02:18.73] [02:21.50]This is not me this cannot be me [02:25.59] [02:27.10]Please believe this is who I wish to be [02:31.58] [02:34.12]You see I'm just a soul whose intentions are good