I'll Mind Of Hopsin 7 (Explicit)-Hopsin

[ti:Ill Mind of Hopsin 7 ] [ar:Hopsin] [al:Ill Mind of Hopsin 7] [by:] [offset:0] [00:00.00]I'll Mind Of Hopsin 7 (Explicit) - Hopsin [00:40.23]Yo f**k anybody I might alarm
无论对手是谁 我都会予以警告 [00:42.95]Life is a tour I sit and ride along
人生是一场旅行 我一直独自前行 [00:44.94]Taking some notes
学到了一些经验教训 [00:45.50]And then I write the song
然后我写下这首歌 [00:46.97]I'm staring down the road my life has gone
我注视着前路 我的人生慢慢消逝 [00:48.80]Is this where I belong
这是不是我的归宿 [00:49.67]Is it wrong to not believe in right and wrong
不去明辨是非难道就是罪过 [00:51.95]My mental state is f**king me up
我的精神状态让我不得安宁 [00:53.65]And I pry the problem
我为了得到你的答案 [00:54.54]While asking you for some answers
苦苦祈求上天 [00:55.44]But we don't have that type of bond
但这不是我们的风格特点 [00:57.20]That my desires gone with the way
最近 各种欲望 [00:58.91]That I've been living lately
充斥在我的生活里 [01:00.32]If I died right now you'd turn the fire on
如果此刻我就死去 你一定会活在水深火热里 [01:02.33]Sick of this b******t niggas call me a sellout
厌倦了流言蜚语 人们都叫我叛徒 [01:04.54]Cause I hopped on Christianity
因为我曾对基督教如此狂热 [01:05.74]So strongly then I fell out
却只是三分钟热度 [01:07.19]Now I'm avoiding questions like a scared dog
如今 我如丧家犬一般夹着尾巴 [01:09.05]With his tail down
躲避一切质疑 [01:09.93]Feeling so damn humiliated
在人们鄙夷的目光中 [01:10.72]Because they looking
我感觉如此屈辱 [01:11.30]At me like I'm hellbound
我感觉地狱身处地狱的边缘 [01:12.42]What story should I tell now
现在 我该编造怎样的故事 [01:13.56]I'll just expose the truth
我会揭露事实 [01:14.99]I'm so close to the f**king edge
如今 我濒临地狱边缘 [01:16.08]I should be close to you
上帝啊 我应该靠近你 [01:17.35]But who the f**k are You
但是你到底是谁 [01:18.73]You never showed the proof
你从不泄露一点机密 [01:20.04]And I'm only f**king human yo
我不过是蝼蚁般的人类 [01:21.20]What am I supposed to do
我该怎么做 [01:22.61]There's way too many different religions
大千世界 充斥着各种各样的宗教信仰 [01:24.03]With vivid descriptions
五花八门的神秘解读 [01:24.62] [01:25.27]Begging all f**king men
所有人都虔诚祈求 [01:26.49]And women to listen
但是无人倾听 [01:27.58]I can't even beat my dick
我甚至不能缠绵欢愉 [01:29.01]Without getting convicted
因为那是一种罪过 [01:30.04]These ain't wicked decisions
这些并不是邪恶想法 [01:31.35]I got different intentions
我只是有不同的看法 [01:32.62]I been itching to get it
我渴望获得成功 [01:33.97]I've been given assistance
我可以从朋友那里得到帮助 [01:35.06]But the whole f**king system is twisted
但是整个宗教系统如此扭曲 [01:37.14]Now I'm dealing with this backlash
现在 我正在为激烈的抵制而头疼 [01:38.50]Because Marcus isn't a Christian
因为我不是基督教徒 [01:40.46]And I've been told
人们一直告诉我 [01:41.22]That my sinful life is an addiction
我罪恶的一生充满了恶习 [01:42.42] [01:43.31]But I can't buy it
但我不会买账 [01:44.67]It's just too hard to stand beside it
这种教义苛刻得让我无法认同 [01:46.24]I need an answer and humans can't provide it
我需要一个真理 凡人无法提供的真理 [01:48.30]I look at the Earth and Sun
我会细细研究地球和太阳 [01:49.50]And I can tell a genius man designed it
我认为它们出自天才的设计 [01:51.10]It's truly mind blowing
这是我内心真实的想法 [01:52.28]I can't deny it
我不能否认 [01:53.32]Is heaven real Is it fake
天堂是真是假 [01:54.96]Is it really how I fantasize it
是否与我的幻想一致 [01:56.45]Where's the Holy Ghost at
那些圣灵现在何方 [01:57.39]How long it take Man to find it
人类还需在寻找的道路上跋涉多远 [01:59.04]My mind's a nonstop tape playing
我的大脑如同不息的磁带 [02:00.61]And I can't rewind it
我无法倒带重来 [02:01.73]You gave me a Bible
你给我一本圣经 [02:02.51]And expect me not to analyze it
却要求我忍住好奇不去钻研它 [02:04.16]I'm frustrated and you provoked it
研究的结果让我沮丧 正是你引发了这一切 [02:06.24]I'm not reading that motherf**king book
我才不会去读这样无聊的书 [02:08.22]Because a human wrote it
因为它不过出自庸人之手 [02:09.43]I have a f**king brain you should know it
我有我的想法 你应该知道 [02:11.52]You gave it to me to think
你给了我思考的能力 [02:12.87]To avoid every useless moment
避免一切无用的时刻 [02:14.45]It was a mission that I had to abort
这正是我如今不得不终止的使命 [02:16.48]Cause humans be lying
因为人类总在说谎 [02:17.49]With such an inaccurate source
我们永远是误解的来源 [02:19.05]It's gon' be hard to
我已误入歧途 [02:20.05]Put me back on the course
请让我回到正轨 [02:21.05]Next Jehovah's Witness
下一个耶和华见证人 [02:22.10]To come on my porch
朝我家走来 [02:23.00]I swear I'm slammin' the door
我发誓 我会对他甩上大门 [02:24.10] [02:25.11]A lot of folks believe it though
无数乡巴佬都相信他们 [02:26.25]But I'm not surprised
但我并不感到诧异 [02:27.30]Humans are f**king dumb
人们都太过愚蠢 [02:28.37]Still thinkin' that Pac's alive
到现在还相信2Pac活在人世 [02:29.50] [02:30.08]I ain't trying to take your legacy
我并不是想诋毁 [02:31.49]And torch it down
你留给我们的伟大遗产 [02:32.54]I'm just saying: I ain't heard sh*t
我的意思是 我从未在你口中听到 [02:34.30]From the horse's mouth
任何胡言乱语 [02:35.22]Just sheep always telling stories
只是听到那些无名小卒 [02:36.41]Of older guys
转述着古人的传奇 [02:37.60]Who were notarized by you
传说在你现身之时 [02:38.82]When you finally vocalized
赋予他们的权利 [02:40.15]Now I'm supposed to bow my head
如今 我被要求低下头颅 [02:41.46]And close my eyes
闭上眼睛 [02:42.20]And somehow let the Holy Ghost arise
然后圣灵就会出现 [02:43.66]Sound's like a f**king Poltergeist
听起来就像是灵异事件 [02:44.88] [02:45.56]Show yourself and then boom it's done
上帝啊 现身吧 你将实现教会的繁荣 [02:47.63]Every rumor's gone
所有的流言蜚语都会逝去 [02:48.73]I no longer doubt this sh*t
我再也不会怀疑神灵 [02:50.02]You're the One
你就是我们唯一的主宰 [02:50.72]I'll admit that my sinful ways was stupid fun
那时我将承认 我罪恶的人生只是一个愚蠢儿戏 [02:53.13]And all my old habits can hop onto
我所有的恶习 [02:54.59]Of a roof to plunge
都将自行远离 [02:55.49] [02:56.10]I'll donate to a charity that could use the funds
我会将用来享乐的钱捐给靠谱的慈善机构 [02:58.23]F**k the club instead of b**ches I'd hang
将夜店抛之脑后 比起**们 [02:59.64]With a group of nuns
我更愿意与修女待在一起 [03:00.88]And everyone
所有那些 [03:01.32]That I ran into would know
懂我的人都知道 [03:02.44]What I came to do
我要做什么 [03:03.40]I wouldn't take a step unless
我不会轻举妄动 除非 [03:04.90]It was in the name of You
是以上帝之名 [03:06.38]I hate the fact that I have to believe
令人痛恨的是我不得不去相信所谓的圣经 [03:08.03]You haven't been chatting
你与亚当夏娃交谈 [03:08.79]With me like you did Adam and Eve
却对我置之不理 [03:10.66]And I ain't seen no f**king
我从未见过会说话的蛇 [03:11.84]Talking snake unravel from trees
盘旋在树枝上 [03:13.24]With an apple to eat
偷食禁果的机会 [03:14.23]That sh*t never happens to me
也从未降临 [03:15.70]I don't know if you do or don't exist
我不知道你是否真的存在 [03:17.39]It is driving me crazy
这让我痛苦不堪 [03:18.28]Send your condolences
我需要你的恩赐 [03:19.26]This is me reaching to you so don't forget
我只想接近你 所以 请不要将我忘记 [03:21.47]If hell is truly your pit of fire
如果地狱是一片烈火 [03:22.93]And I get thrown in it
我真的掉了进去 [03:23.95]I'mma probably regret the fact
也许我会为这满纸荒唐 [03:25.54]That I ever wrote this sh*t
追悔莫及 [03:26.65] [03:27.65]My gut feeling says it's all fake
我的本能告诉我 这一切都是胡言乱语 [03:29.58]I hate to say it but f**k it
我不想这么说 但是该死 [03:31.07]Sh*t I done lost faith
我失去了信仰 [03:31.86]This isn't a small phase
这不是一段短小的过渡期 [03:32.94]My perspective's all changed
我的整个世界观都已改变 [03:34.30]My thoughts just keep picking
我的脑海整日忙着 [03:35.57]Sh*t apart all day
撕裂谎言 [03:36.70] [03:37.75]And in my mind I make perfect sense
在我心中我有了自己完美的答案 [03:39.49]If you aren't real
如果你是子虚乌有 [03:40.42]Then all my prayers aren't worth a cent
那么我所有的祈祷都不值一提 [03:42.15]That would mean
那就意味着 [03:42.64]That I could just make up
我可以拥有 [03:43.72]What my purpose is
自己的意愿 [03:44.45]And I could just sit in church
我可以坐在教堂里 [03:45.80]And say "f**k" in the services
说着污言秽语满足自己 [03:46.97] [03:47.72]Man what if Jesus was a facade
如果耶稣基督只是虚假的表象 [03:49.25] [03:50.56]Then that would mean
那就意味着 [03:51.30]The government's god
政府才是所谓的神明 [03:52.37]I feel like they've
我感觉他们 [03:53.10]Been brainwashing us with a lot
将许多思想强加给我们 [03:54.40]So much that we don't even notice
我们还被蒙在鼓里 [03:55.73]That we're stuck in the box
不明所以 [03:57.42]Man everything is "what if"
对于所有事情我们都说着假如 [03:58.57]Why is it always "what if"
为何永远都是假如 [04:00.09]Planet Earth "what if"
假如地球是神创的 [04:01.32]The universe "what if"
假如宇宙是无穷的 [04:02.64]My sacrifice "what if"
假如我的牺牲和付出会有回报 [04:03.89]My afterlife "what if"
假如死后地狱的确存在 [04:05.26]Every f**king thing
我们思考的一切 [04:05.97]That deals with you is f**king suspect
都是虚幻的猜测 [04:07.55] [04:08.78]I'm f**king done
我受够了这一切 [04:09.43] [04:11.19]I'm f**king done
我受够了这一切 [04:11.96] [04:13.98]This is my f**king life
这就是我的生活 [04:15.40]And I'm living it I'm having fun
我要及时行乐 纵享美好时光 [04:17.04] [04:19.50]If you really care for me
如果你真的关心我 [04:20.68]Prove that I need to live carefully
就证明我需要认真过活 [04:22.33] [04:22.84]But I'll be damned
如果为了一个不知道是否存在的极乐世界 [04:23.76]If I put my own pleasure aside
让我将自己的快乐抛至一边 [04:25.59]For an afterlife that isn't even guaranteed
简直就是做梦 [04:27.14] [04:29.39]We are you and you're us
事实上我们就是自己的神灵 [04:31.66]Stop playing games
不要再寻欢作乐 [04:32.45] [04:34.79]My life's all I got
我的人生由自己主宰 [04:36.15]And heaven is all in my brain
天堂只是我的想象而已 [04:37.65] [04:39.60]And when I feel I am in hell
当我感觉自己身处地狱 [04:41.12]My ideas are what get me through pain
我的内心会让我驱除一切痛苦 [04:43.09] [04:44.06]Do as you please
你可以随心所欲 [04:45.33]And I'll just do me
我会坚持自我 [04:46.43]I'm a human
我是个凡人 [04:47.29]I'll stay in my lane
我会做好自己的本分 [04:48.61]I'll mind
我会坚持自己的内心